Your love was a toxic one
A BULLETPROOF DISASTER
It was like a cancer
It consumed me until nothing was left
A hollow home for a heart that was falling apart
Honeymoon stage at the start and then your jealousy tore us apart
Loving you was the easy part
Trying to fix a heart I did not break, was the first mistake
Loving you was my greatest weakness BUT my biggest wake-up call
You knew I would protect your heart
I couldn’t sit back and watch you fall apart
My purpose was to love you without limits
So I did it with no limitations
Now my heart is breaking
There’s no place like home and home is what you make it
So I chose you to be the foundation
Let down this brick wall, thinking we would grow closer
Our hearts intertwined, until the foundation started to crumble and fall
You took my heart and made it your home, Your comfort zone
Then sucked me dry with no tears left to cry
Cried enough to fill a river, that shit turned me bitter
We made it through the aching parts
I gave you my soul
But all this hatred turned me cold
Laid up and listen to you vent for hours
Then your words turned sour and lost all their meaning and power
I was the bulletproof vest, took 10 shots to the chest
Tried to kill the pain and heal your scars
All while mending a broken heart, I was falling apart
We ran out of time, constantly fighting for a piece of mind
The heart wants that happy ever after filled with laughter
Instead, I was broken down and battered
My whole world was blown up and shattered
Did I even fucking matter?
YOU'RE A BULLETPROOF DISASTER
- The puppet master
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